Sunday, March 30, 2008

Damn the mess.
i'm picking up the pieces bit by bit.

first the elusive smiles i try to keep on my face.
maybe pick up the phone and call home.
maybe call my bestie too.
oh wait... before all that i need to do the laundry.
my basket's full and my wardrobe's close to empty.
perhaps get some wine. it's getting cold.
get my assignments done before the last minute.
listen to all the lectures i've missed out on and fallen behind.
book air tics out of tassie... most likely to brissy followed by a trip to gold coast.
that'll be during winter break.
confirm my plans to meet up Roy and Ian while i'm there...
and maybe go diving with YY.
perhaps meet up with the bf if he's free.
then again... i might just end up going to gold coast in the midst of my exams to ride the roller coasters with my bestie and screw the plans with everyone else.

oh right... there i go again getting ahead of myself.
back to the here and now.
first mess to clear up is this assignment due tmr morning at 10am.
i hate it.
whatever happened to loving zoology?
i still do.
i just hate doing my assignment. just now.

i'm craving for alcohol.
and i want to swear at everything!
it's tempting to lose myself for a bit.
let me.

i need a break!
...and i need some sweetness if anybody has some to spare.

oh bloody hell!