Monday, November 16, 2009
my monday's blue

moved and settled in my new place.
well... not really...i'm still living out of my luggages and boxes.
don't quite feel like home yet.
haven't had the chance to wind down and relax.
all this packing and moving is wayyy too tiring.

i think today has got to be one of my worse days in a long time.
first blow. got part of my research assessment back and didn't do as well as i had expected.
second blow. news i didn't really want to hear from the bf. just hate being in sucha situation where i have no say. it's not right to ask him to stay but it does not feel right to let him go either. i really want to support him whatever the decision is but i don't have it in me to do so. i would love if i could go with him but that's not up to me.
now... is there going to be a third?

and i saw a black cat today.
as it is you don't see cats very often in tassie...
unless it's in somebody's front/back yard or in a pet shop.
so i wonder if that has anything to do with this bad day.

three years in tassie... and i think only two people have seen me shed tears on two separate occasions.
today's the second time.